When Despair for the World Grows in Me

After “The Peace of Wild Things” by Wendell Berry

Photo of book The Selected Poems of Wendell Berry next to a passionflower

Living in town, far from wood drake

and heron, where can I go

in the middle of the night to seek

the peace of wild things?

Could I lie down in the cushiony redwood mulch

in my backyard,

never mind the bits of bark that will later cling

to hair and clothes?

Wouldn’t the crickets make room for me

and the bats pass over

as if I were a fallen tree?

Plants and trees have sleep cycles too;

vines are resting from their labors

growing squash, ripening tomatoes,

popping out passion flowers.

Why shouldn’t I?

My own garden,

traversed by possums and raccoons,

presided over by moon and stars, 

is wild enough.

There is no tonic like going outdoors.

No bed or chaise lounge can take the place

of the earth beneath my body,

yet no matter the clothes and comforts

I cushion it with, this body

hosts a feral universe; it has 

rhythms and demands beyond my ken and control.

When fear stalks in the night

to rob me of rest, let my soul

return to my body, let me remember

that I too am a wild thing.